lxx

dine-in blue
apartment complexion
drunken truths
siphoned the blood out
your quivering clavicle
the devil in retrograde
asking why you stopped
chasing liquored narratives

you miss expensive drinks
midnight strolls between
unkind buildings
gnawing at your shoulders
a welcoming window’s glow
every one a fantasy
begging to be loved
by a stranger’s poetry

it’s always outside
staring in
you don’t
have any friends
because you can’t
let yourself
trust anything
without invitation

a particular taste
for what ails
an empty glass halfway
past the condensation
of your starving breath
mist that claims
the space between
all that you have left

castration coven //

transgender,
hopeless sapphic
gothic romantic //

reflections in love,
despair, hope
failure, beauty
horror, personhood
resistance, healing //

non-indigenous woman
dwelling in Naarm
on lands sovereign
to the Wurundjeri people
this always was
always will be
Aboriginal land //